[06 Oct 2005|03:28pm] rikki came over last nite:) after work.. we talked about stuff and hada really gud chit chat man i love her:) hehe...while i was on the net talking to jared and paulie, which i enjoyed rikki watched a scary movie called "house of 1000 corpes" she shat her self at one bit screamed and woke up mi mum! it was scary tho, lol and knowing her to scream... nice! mi holidays have been really good, im looking forward to going bak to skool to catch up with people i havent seen!! 2day was good me and rikki were planning on going to whitfords which we did ... we had subway for lunch was sooo yummy :D then we were guna go see "40 year old virgin" rikki bort her ticket first and used her concession and i thort id use hers to so i cud get it cheap.. i went up to the counter and showed the concession she asked for the date of birth???lol... 9 of july i said!!! RIKKI my best friends for like 9 years lol her bday is the 8th of july!!!! ahaha soooo fuking shame ai!! and rikki jus laughed at me , even tho she spent 10 bux on a ticket.. she wudnt leave me :) wata pal!!! ahaha tunite chris's prt is on, it shud be good mum got me pinapple cruisers she's a legend!! me rik megan n jamie are gettn ready and going tugeva.should be a really good nite everyone in our year is guna be there..yay!were trying to waste time( rikki's over) hmmm... im guna go now.. ill write more:) soon...ai paulie!!!hehe mwah love youz all deannnnnnnnnnne and wiiikwiiik (aka rikki) 2 comments|post comment

well well well look who is updating guys!! [01 Oct 2005|08:22pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | helena- my chemical romance ] hello all... yes i have FINALLY updated!!... u happy now paul! :P ne hoo i have hardly ne thing to right..BUT i will update yaz on wot i have done on the holidays!... firstly i had megz n jamie ova mine on friday... (the w.e b4 the holidays) we just did the usuall... fuked around n then died my hair... i have BLONDE in it... yes guys BLONDE... crazy right, lol BUT i must say i like it! :D on sat every1 had work as usuall, n coz im soo unemployedn soo is roxc she decided to come to mine.. we talked laffed ate icecream.. u know the usuall!! she then went to jarryds house!... n ash came to mine.. weoo we watched haggard... omg BAM *drools* hes SOOOOOOOOOOOOO hot!..lol ash got jelous coz i was too busy staring at bam n not at him! :P:P hahahha on sunday roxc came to mine at like 9ish n we were going to THE BEACH!! 4 claires 15th yeoooow, but we had time b4 we had to go.. soo jamie came ova (coz he was cuming wif us to the beach) n we all watched the butterfly effect on showtime!!.. yeeeoow i LOVE that movie it rox!.. but ne hoo.. we went to the beach n had heaps of fun... me n jamie got soooo burnt on our backs.. but mine went away the next day n i had a nice tan but poor jamie is still burnt! :P:P on sunday night a few of us ( me roxc rikki jamie jordana + amina )decided to go to the famous movie marathon.. BUT sadly there wasent a m/marathon at witties soo we decided to all have dinner at the food forum n then go see a movie... sadly amina piked soo instead libby came~... we saw deuce bigalow europen gigalow ..its pretty funny, uze should go see it!...that night rikki slept at mine! :D:D i love my lil wik wik ... shes gorgeous! :D ne hoo amina txt both me n rikki to go to hers n watch dvd's...so it was me n rikki n megan n jamie n amina... we all walked down to video easy n picked out sum movies!!... lol i got the viva la bam series... (u would never come to think that I would get that!!) n rikki got the cube n sum ova 1s we got... we then walked to dewsons n got sum food... lol coz we r all fat children! :D... i got a boost bar, YUM!! n rikki got like this dessert cake thingy n amina got 1 2... we then saw my mum there n scabed a lift bak to aminas!!...we went home n watched the cube first ....its a really gewd movie... go get it out!!! its ausome! :D... megan then got a call 4rm work askin 4 her to go in to work... so she HAD to pike.. we then started watching viva la bam.. coz amina rikki n jamie didnt even know he made a series (rikki didnt even know who he was :O ) we then started to get hungry .. soo we decided to once again feast out on food... we walked down to witties n got kfc!! :D it was soo good... jamie got chinese..pfft anorexic freak!!.. haha we all then walked bak to mine watched not another teen movie n then all 3 of them got picked up at about 7!... TUESDAY!!! i spent the day wif my mummy!! :D:D we went shopping n i died her hair!.. she look pretty!! :D:D no wonder i am soo good looking! lol jjks! :P ne hoo that night i stayted in n went on msn.. nuttin that big! on wednesday...lol the usuall .. megan jamie n rikki came to mine!! :D:d we decided to do sumin different!! :P we went to SIZZLERS!! :P:P it was REAL gewd!! hehe we all catched up there n had a good chat! we got to knwo sum gewd secrets! :P ;) we then WALKED HOME!! bak to mine so... that from beldon, to padbury!! that takes a while... megan tried hitting on a truck driver..while she was walkin....he licked his lips whilst looking at her! lol it was hilarious... on the way home megan n jamie were mostly playin sweet n sour to the cars... we all waved to the cop car.. n they came bak down l8r behind us..the put there siren on ... n rikki shat hersekl.. lol she screamed soo loud!!!!!hahahhahahaha it was soo funny u HAD to be there! THAT NIGHT megan n rikki slept n jamie stayed for quiet a while... we were in the weirdest mood.. lol we all tried pulling eachothers pants down lol coz we were all in loose pajama bottoms! ...lol me n megan got rikki SOOOOOO gewd.... lol... n then we had a HUGE waer fight in my lounge room!! :D:D hehehe ON THURSDAY me n megan n rikki n jamie... went to witties.. n just looked around.. had lunch n then rikki megan n jamie got these ear pericings... megan got her 4ths done ( DIKE !! ) LOL jjks megan! ;) n rikki got like 1 ear pericing just above her ear lobe n jamie got 3 studs up the top of his ear.. it looks sick!!! :P:D... ( lol u might be confused in wot the look liek coz i cant explain them well!! u have to see them ) ... that night megan slept over as rikki n jamie had to work!!.... me n megan got out sum movies... there was this REALLY good 1 called the darkness... its REALLY good ... go get it out.... RIGHT NOW!! lol .. it was freaky n scary lol i liked it even tho i didnt get the ending! :P ;).... on friday... me n megan spent the WHOLE DAY on the couch... just watching movies n jenny jones n jerry springer! lol it was quiet exciting...she piked at about 5 n went home!!... i stayed in that night n went to bed really early... ON SATURDAY!!.. i woke up early ( thinking that i slept in ) i was extremly depressed to see wot the time was! :(:( i woke up to no 1 in the house.. i h8 it wen that happens... my mum n sis went to an appointment for my sister... she went to get tests coz shes pregnant... we got a video of the ultrasound .. the baby is adorable.. it kicks in the movie!! :D:D heheh ... i dnt knwo if its a girl or boy yet.. but if its a girl im teaching her how to dance :D:D.. hehe n e ways i was really bored ALL day so i decided to re write EVERY poem i have into a file coz there were all in books n the pages got really ruined.... fuk my hand was sore! :(:( THAT NIGHT!! i stayed at megans... we called ppl... lol jared... that was arkward! lol n then we watched sum movies.. lol at the end of it we decided to actually watch happy gilmore...hehe remember megan " im sorry baby! " megan then decided to call paul burns.. we were talking to him for about 3 hours... i was blabbering to him about me n my stupd head... lol he was soo tired n probz bored , n thinking to himself... god i wish i could shoot her! lol we then piked n we went to bed... TODAY!!! i left megans at about 11:30 ..n walked to rikki's coz she txt me that morning seeing wot i was doin... we talked about wot we did for like the past 2 days ( coz that was liek the lastr time we saw eachother ) n yer we then made ourw ay to mine... coz rikki's house was so called "boring" ..lol we came to mine had sum lunch.. n watched americas next top model... we then went outside coz it was sunny n tanned 4 a while... she then went home coz she was staying at aminas... after rikki left i came on msn 4 a tiny bit n then me n my mum decided to go 4 a walk... we took my dog ( lucy ) shes soo cute!!her bum wobbles wen she walks! :P we then came home n we had a chat... i asked my mum if i could drink this w.e at chris's party.. lol she's thinking about it... coz of the way i was at my party she REALLY was liek " no more drinking " but she will let me.. coz im the young 1 n i tel the truth .. not like how my bro n sis were at my age! :P .... hahah ne ways i then went on the net.. mum went out to a frends n then brava n marlise came home ... brava got a surfy necklase its really kool but marlise didnt go t ne thing from the shops! she was depressed! :P ..lol we then were all in the lounge room bored shitless... we were just watching tv n then i saw my bikini on the couch.. lol i then had an idea... LUCY , my dog.. was laying on her couch.. i put the bikini over her head n then under her legs n it was on PERFECTLY !!! hAHAHAH it was soo funny i took a pic n everything! :D:D...she had it on 4 a couple of hours.. n then my bro took it off... afta that.. i went to a shower... GOD IT WAS GOOD... n my mum knocked on the door sayin" hey chick im home, megan called for u" soo i jumped out of the shower n called meggy!...i got a txt from ash but i couldnt txt bak coz i had no credit lol afta i came down to the lounge room watched a bit more tv n then made my way to the computer... i then decided to come on the net.. to see if ash was on lol coz i couldnt txt bk to his txt..so i was going to talk to him on msn.... BUT msn is beig a fukhead so i then thinking to myself.. shit i havent updated my LJ ... i decided to update it coz PAUL BURNS! KEPT ON BUGGING ME TO UPDATE IT!... so yeh here i am typing... lol ne hoo that is my 1 week of the holidays gone... as u can see it has been full n heaps of fun... not 1 day went past without me laffing!! hahahha megan remember this!!... " argh my nuts.. i mean my balls" LMAO!!!... dw guys u wont understand.. lol n its not wot u think.. me n megan dnt have male genitals thank u very much!! well i hoped u liked that journal entry ... i think its like 1 of the biggest entrys EVER!!! its dedicated to paul coz hes the 1 who has been bugging me to update!... soo hahaha there u go paul.. i hope u had fun reading it! :P:P I LOVE YOUS ALL LIEK A FAT KID LOVES CAKE!!! :D:D mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh xXxXxXx hugs n kisses for ALL 1 comment|post comment

i havent done this 4 a while.. [25 Sep 2005|08:23pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | who needs music.. i can sing..la la la la * voice cracks* ] wow.... i havent beenon livejournal for agers....*wipes tears*..lol jjks i thought i best update my Lj coz it seems a bit boring... lol ne hoo the holidays have been going gewd.. i went to the beach on sunday for claires bday!!!... it was great got nice n burnt.. wooo skin cancer is going to kick in 4 me! :P... hahahahah n 2day i was with amina n megan n rikki n jamie.. we had a gewd day watched movie n ate lol.... n last nite we all went to the movies n saw deuce bigalow europen gigalow... lol it was alrite... hahahhaha 2 day me n megan had a competition to see who could have 1 of their arms in the air for the longest.... lol i won!! :D:D.... after jamie left last at my house 2 nite i went on the net n decided to do these quizes that roxc was talkin ot me about!... lol these r the quizes i did n wot i got! :P 1. what mean girl are you ? regina george 2. which nepolean dynomite character are you? nepolean!! 3. which alcoholic drink r u ? VODKA!!! :D:D:D/.... * drools * vodka! 4. which 7 deadly sin are you? ENVY! :p lol it was quite exciting doing those quizes! :P:P n e hoo... im off,, ohh and if ne 1 gets bored these holidays... call me ;) hahahaha... *holds suspenders* im deanne cook.....................goodnight *holds papers n taps them on the table (liek reports on channel 7 * post comment

nooooo [17 Sep 2005|08:32pm] im sick :( its gay, i sound all manly n im all stuffy in my nose.. but yer ne hoo 2day i went to amandas n we did TWO of our duets 2day ... lol they r soo awsome!!!!! i love them :):) amanda is a wikid choreographer!!! ... she awsome... lol im soo excited... its the yr 12's last week ... noooooooo im going to miss them all.... u best stay in touch wif all us youngens!! :P but yer.. i have nuttin else to write ... oh!!! do my servey in my last entry plzzzzz.. love uze love deaaaaa xoxoxoox post comment

im soo not in the mood! [15 Sep 2005|07:11pm] [ mood | aggravated ] arghhh im very upset n angry tonite... it crap i HATE it!!!! sum ppl knwo wot im on about ne hooo fill out this survey plz n post it to me! :P 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you? cheers.. catch yaz love dea xoxox 1 comment|post comment

booo!! [13 Sep 2005|03:42pm] [ mood | ditzy ] argh i have a headache.. its soo annoying coz i NEVER get them n IF i ever do i get them really bad!!... ne hoo.. this week has been really really gewd ( apart fromt he splitting headache i have ).. i have had a hair cut... which rikki cut 4 me!.. shes really gewd.. so if u ever want u hair done go to rikki ;) i have been going good in my classes... n i have 2 moz off coz i am working on 1 of my dances for dance nite.. lol.. n 2 nite im going to see that play that on the skool ( ahahhaha..play, lol ash :P )hahaha n yer n then SPORTS CARNIVAL... on friiiiiidayyyyy!!im soo excited! :P lol i STILL have nuttin to wear! :P lol but thats not the case... hmmm.. ive sold 2 boxes of chocolates in liek 1 day !!.. im very proud lol coz i gotta save 4 AMERICA * new york new york* HEHEHE .. SOO if uze ever get hungry 4 chocolate... PLZ buy them off of me!! :D:D ... they r really gewd! :P but yer... i think htats all that has happened... ohh wait.. my sister will be havin her baby on the 11th of april.. thats 3 weeks before i leave for america!!..im pretty pumped for it now! :P hehe ne hoo im off coz i have nuttin else to write about.. love always... deeeeeeeeeee xoxoxoxoxoxo 1 comment|post comment

im soo bored!! [10 Sep 2005|06:58pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | helena- my chemical romance ] well well well ... im bak onto this LJ again... heheh i just read pauls LJ he's such a funy dude!! .. lol paulie!! ;) ohh n soo u knwo paul....ash WILL be doin the dance for dance night.. he HAS 2 ... i will push him to n he will do it coz i will tell him !! mwahahahaaaaaaaaaa god im evil n e hoo on the subject of dance night. i am doin wot 5 dances for it!!.. n i have to make up like 3 in a week n a half! :P:P wo0t how exciting! :P .. me n amanda r doing a duo 4 it!.. she txt me last nite sayin she had a gewd idea n i dnt know wot it is... lol im soo excited! :P ... me n rikki lee :P hehe r doing a duet to... we just have no idea wot do to tho ... like the song n ect. i have to do a dance class 1 aswell which me n rikki choroeographed with our amazing dance abilitys! :P:P hahaha... go team go! im also doing a dance to that dont cha song hahahaa god thats going to be gr8 coz every 1 h8s it! :P:P hahahha... fantastic!! n the ova 1 i dnt knwo wot im doing... n e hoo sports carnival this friday!!.. i was going to drink b4 i go there... BUT as my w/e b4 im still not ready to drink again .. n not soo early in the morning .. lol our plans probly will change n we probz will drink .. BUT u never know! :P ne hoo im going to TRY n find sumin exciting to do b4 i pass out from being so tired! :P ... ta taa all of my amazing beautiful fans... lol ;) enjoy!! love u... deaaaa xXxXxXxXx 1 comment|post comment

wow wot an interesting w/e i have had! [10 Sep 2005|02:04pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | 4 ever - the veronicas ] so the day was friday , n i was with amina, we went n got chicken treat for dinner n then went back to hers to watch the wedding singer!! :P.. we had to go to the jap bingo night co z we r helping out rikki to go to japan!!.. i won THREE times yes thats THREE times!! lol i had luck running off of me!.. lol the night finished at around about 11.. n i was still pumped coz i won.. i came home n i gota a call from ash.. we talked for about an hour n then finally i had my beauty sleep.. n then it was saturday. i had to go for an interview to get another job.. coz fukin dewsons is a piece of shit.. ( im planning on burning the store down n dancing on thier ashes ) .. n e hoo, i went there n helen ( the manager ) sed that i have to go to the store next sat for a trial.. so yay i should have a job soon!! woow n the plus of my job is i get paid cash in hand :D... i also spent the day wif roxy.. we went around witties saying how much we wanted all these thigns but we were soo mad coz we cant buy ne thing!! woo we have to save for america! :P.. we also saw riki on her break n then bumped into ash n john! .. lol they r so funny :P that night megan stayed at mine n we just bummed out n did nothing practically n stayed up till 2 talkin about soo much stuff... we finally feel asleep n woke up at 11 2 day.. we had breakfast n then watched the simpsons n channel v... lol then we got up n danced to dont cha lol we looked liek complete retards! :P .. its funny coz i have to make a dance to that for dance night.. ne hoo.. megan left but soon she will probz come back down .. i wonder wot the week is going to bring... hehehe sports carnival on friday!!!>.. everyone dress up .. its fun!! :D:D ne hoo, im off! ta taaa enjoy love always deeeee xoxooxx post comment

jeez so much can happen in 24 hours [05 Sep 2005|08:15pm] soo as u all know, who have read my Lj i have been really pissed off l8ly.. i still am .. but now i have turned to being very emotional which sux.. coz i soo h8 crying now ( even tho its actually healthy ).. im realli starting to get frustrated at *this person* now that they r at skool.. n i will have to see *this person* everyday now... so thats all for random pplz to read... but 4 sum 1 special 2 me... i write: im sorry for wots happened luvvy, i didnt mean for this to turn out like this, i hope that we r going to sort this out n still be 2geva... which ever way that is, ur everythig to me... u knwo that aswell.. u KNOW u make me extremely happy... n i love u so much 4 that!... dnt ever leave me! :) or ill track u down :P as i sed b4! :) wellz ya know completly how i feel , co zi tell u practically everyday!! :):) miss u lots n lots luv always... dea xoxox 1 comment|post comment

arghhhh... [04 Sep 2005|07:18pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | helena- my chemical romance ] im soooooooo fukin angry why the fuk do pplz fuk round their best m8s... seriously... who does that !!!!!????? sum ppl deserve nuttin but no, they get away wit everything... i swear thats it.. *this person* has gone OVERBOARD.... im SOOOOOOOO sik of this... its soo over.... i cnat ever be happy *this person* just wants to see me in pain seriously... just coz *this person* has a fukin envy ova me.. doesnt mean that *this person* can take everything i have.... i swear.. im soo mad... its makin me sik... i just wanna cry !! :( :( :( no0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o why do i always have to be confused!!!.. its stupid i cant ever be happy for even a lil bit.... this fukin sux....... i bet ya ill make the wrong decision... meh fuk it .. nuttin will go right ne ways... im off... bye 1 comment|post comment

uhhhh...finally im recovered!! [03 Sep 2005|08:35pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | blue orchid -white stripes ] hello all... well we all know last nite was a BIG night for i .. i didnt eat for like the day , n stupid me 4got to eat b4 a started drinking.. so throughout the 2 hours of my party i got extremly drunk extremly fast.. it was gewd.. untill i yacked... liek my whole tummy fluids n shit.. uh ... my bak n ribs hurt from dry reaching... lol i hope ur havin fun reading this.. i woke up the first time at 6:06 n sent a txt to ash.. that took me about an hour coz i ws still on the drunk stage! :P.. hehehe i went to find my presents .. co zi 4got wot i got.. n i woke up megan dupreez who wasasleep in my bed! :P .. lol i sorta stumbled my way out of the room n sed good night to her.. i found my present.. then went bak to sleep.. n i woke up n yacked n went bak to sleep about 4 times in the morning.. and so uze know wot i was yacking up... it was bile.. . bile is wot breaks down ya fluids in ya stomach wen u eat n stuff.. n i was choaking on it and couldnt breath wen i was yackin co zit got stuk in the bak of my throat.. .how beautiful right.. i last yaked at about 11.. n i crashed out till 3... the best sleep ever!!.. i would talk about the party.. but i cant remember ne thing!! :P ne ways.. i woke up n felt soo gewd... but u should of been me for this morning.. i was seeing double n i was dreaming wif my eyes open ( which i have never done ) n i was dizzy.. n the bed felt liek it was shakin.. wen actually it was me.. me eys were liek half rolling bak in my head... uhhhh im soo glad that the morning has gone past... !!.. i had the best shower ever.. it was just hot.. no cold water runnign at all.. i washed my hair n face n put on the best body butter ever .. its franjipani lol i cnt spell it but uze know wot i mean.. it smells gewd! :P... ne ways i hope who came to the party had a gewd time!! :D i did!!!.. even tho i yacked i still had fun.. soz paul n john u came at the worst time!! :P:P... ne ways soz if uze feel sik now that u read that .. but its ur fault for readin it.. ! :P mwahahahaha luv yaz all .. * especially sum1 special 2 me* u knwo who u r! :P HAPPY FATHRS DAY DADDY!!!.. I LOVE YOU :D:D mwah love deeeeeeeee xoxoxoxoxoxox 1 comment|post comment

omg!!!.. the day has FINALLY arrived!! [03 Sep 2005|11:30am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | HIM- Right here in my arms.. slipknot- before i forget ] omg.. omg.. omg!!!!!!! MY PARTY IS 2 DAY!!!... yay im so excited!!! :P:P how exciting... i cant wait... im going to get sooo many photos!! :):)....... wo0t.. my costume rox 2.. n roxc lookssik in herS!! :P im goin to get drunk n have soo much fun.. ill definatly tell uze wot happened at the party!! :):)..... hahaha im soo excited one thing is... its fathers day 2moz... im sayin happy fathers day 2 heaven... and im gonna se my daddy t his grave 2 moz... n tell him that i love him ! :):).. im daddys lil girl :P n e ways.. i have sooo much stuff 2 do 2day.. like clean up my entire house... lol and my room... lol its sooo messy n there're soo many clothes on my bed.. lol i dnt sleep in my bed.. i either sleep on the couch or my mums bed!!! :P hahahahahah a i love my mum.. she is the wikidest mum... EVER!!! :):) hehehe n e ways.,.. i miss *sum1*.. hehehe :):) lol ne ways... im off aye.. i gotta get ready!! love ya!! enjoy!! lol xoxoxoxoxoxox 2 comments|post comment

uhhhhhhh soo full.. [02 Sep 2005|10:10pm] [ mood | crazy ] jesus..i had the bigget dinner.. a FOOTLONG from subway!!.. i feel like throwing up...yuk!! skool was sooo average... SUM 1 .... not naming names...had to give away wot me n roxy were going as to my party.... FUKIN HELL WE R PISSED!!!! ... fukin mole slut hore big hole slut!!!! hahahahaha .... we dnt know who it is.. but 4 wot the did, they must be wot i just sed they were! :P ne ways... sport carnival next week!!!.. the mullalooians betta get dressed up...or ill smash ya!!! lol jjks!! I GOT MY LEGS WAXED!!!...they r sooo smooth!!.. its gr8 , i can rub my leg, n not get my hand stuck in the hairs!! :P:P hahahhahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ne ways, right nowim at roxy's.. we havent catched up in agers..its been a while! :P 2 moz is my party... im so very excited!!.. we r gonna have soo much fun.. n get so drunk!!! :Pso watch out ... sum 1 might get a drunking phone call!! :P:P.........................i decided wt im drinking.......... SHMIRDOFF DOUBLE BLACKS :):)..............plus a cuople of shot of blackcurrent vodka... god its gewd!!! :):) ne ways im off... soz that my entry wasboring lol nuttin hppened much 2 day!! ta taaaaaaaaaaaaaa xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxx post comment

argggghh!! [30 Aug 2005|06:22pm] [ mood | annoyed ] k this week is sooo annoying.. 1st of all its a double sided week.. good AND bad things keep on happening!!!! i h8 it!! :P 1st of all ill give the bad news... roxc is upset.. so im very upset.... woxc if u read this i love u .. n talk to me if u want 2 k hunni bunchkins... lol every 1 who read that apart from rox.. i appologise 4 wot i just sed! :P THE GEWD NEWS!!..is that i got my costume for my party OMG!!!!! it fukin rox!!!! :):) heheh its a big secret/... no 1 knows wot it is!!! mwahahahahhahaha!!:P:P i got out of skool 2 day.. i was quiet the happy 1! :P .. lol , nuttin interesting happened.. that was crap... as usuall... :( FUK i am bored... my msn was fukin up .. so i was liek eh write on lj.. gotta update it.. 2 moz i have to go to l8 nite... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.. i dont wanna use my money.. so much shit i have to buy... i WISH money was never invented.. n we got everything for free..... EVEN HOOKERS!!! LOL JJKS :D ahahah i only have 3 days... yes roxy 3 days.. till my party... im quiet excited... MY SISTER FINDS OUT HOW MANY WEEKS PREGNANT SHE IS 2 MOZ.... im so very excited... so is my mum .. or shall i say grandmama michelle! :P ... hehe yay im an aunty!! :D:D... jelouse bree? mwahahhaaaaaa :) ne wyas... jeez wot else has happened.. i got maccas for lunch 2 day.... god it was good.. i didnt eat all day untill i got it... it hit the spot!! :P :P hahah sport carnival next week!1.. me n megan r going all out!!!>. .u shall see it!!!.. thats if u lazy biyatches can get off ya ass's n come to skool .. haha... plz comment n tell me wot i should drink this saturday !!!... ova than crusiers co zi had them last week!! :P kk im off.. l8rzzzzzzzzzzzzz xoxox 4 comments|post comment

well i was forced to write in this!! [29 Aug 2005|09:52pm] [ mood | calm ] hello my feelow creatures.. ne ways this week ( well past 2 days) havent ben all that gr8.. been in a pissed of fmood a bit.. but AMINA is lightning up my time.. lol .. my party is this sat... im soo excited.. im dressing up as a dominatrix.. no flash photogrpghy guys ( n i knwo right now paul ur going "omg sitter" )..lol so my party should go to plan.. NO CRASHERS PLZ... ill have a big party soon.. hang in there guys! ;)... ne ways.. i was pretty ANGRY at the after party .. well 4 only 1 reason and its pinpointed right to you PAUL .. so uze all r up to speed.. paul forgot my bday prezzie.. from him AND ash.. i was sooo angry i forced himto go home and get it .. but it didnt work.. so i drowned my sorrows in a boost bar! :P i STILL havent recieved my prezzie paul!.. hehe .. seriously im waiting in anticipation!! i heard that mr woodward.. skulled a pepsi max, in 14 seconds... then burped, n all the fizz came out of his nose.. hahah suk ash! :P.. nah wellz i have challenge the gr8 ash KING of pepsi max.. 2 have a skulling competition with i the QUEEN of pepsi max... wo0o0o0o0o pepsi max rox!!! :)mwahahahaaaaaa u KNOW im going to win ash!!! :):) ne ways i went to the movies tonight.. saw wedding crashers.. coz last time SOME PEOPLE just wouldnt shut up n stop throwing popcorn ! :P and woo o my song just came on!! hahah ai had to say that !!.. ne ways i had a large coke afta.. i had a dry throat.. n no dnt bring up sumin i dnt wanan bring up k .. ne ways.. im off.. i have nutitn else to write.. ta taaaaaaa enjoy! xoxoxoxo :) 2 comments|post comment

this is my poem.. plz comment n tell me if u like! [27 Aug 2005|06:18pm] [ mood | crappy ] She wipes her running mascara, with her bloody hand As she looks upon a creature, a person she can not stand She sits there to wonder, what the fuck happened to me? As she looks through a broken mirror, of the person she can not be She feels destined to be alone, like she’s grown to be unloved Fallen down to depression, now getting pushed and shoved She is now broken hearted, from all this hurt and pain She wants to fight back to many, but strength is nothing she can gain She hits the floor of the bathroom, screaming for an answer She lays there in a pool of blood, knowing this pain isn’t cancer She wants people to know, she isn’t the bubbly girl inside She is black, hollow and cold, and she doesn’t believe in pride She kills to be noticed, for some one to hear her voice As she sits there glaring, knows that death can be a choice She hides in the shadows, being some thing she is not She breathes the air she shouldn’t, because she wants to be shot As she would die to be dead, to be flooded in her own flesh n blood And now she dreams of it, thinking about how much it’ll flood She is praying that in her sleep, she will soon not awake As she is overdosed in depression, feeling like she will now brake She cries only in the inside, for no-one even cares All she gets is points and laughs, and all the horrible stares She always closes her eyes, as she’s trying to escape From her rumors she gets, of her dads continued rape She pushes herself everyday, saying - this is the last day of my life She goes back into her bathroom, and grabs her blunted knife She clenches and screams, I want the white light- let it show But her blood flowing down her arm, doesn’t really let her go She cries and screams and hates herself, as she holds her writs so tight As she just wants to let go, of something that could go right… 2 comments|post comment

yes i worte in this again!! [27 Aug 2005|03:49pm] k so uze all know.. im NOT tellin u who i was talkin about in that entry b4!!... hehe its my secret!!.. k ;) ne wyas... this w.e has been realli exciting.. my bday was on friday!!! it was sooo gewd coz the rocka after party was on the same night as my bday!!... the party went off... so much dancing.. lol n a casual drunken walk to the bp.. and bought the popular boost bar.. the guy who was working there, so knew i was drunk!!!.. lol the walk bak i dropped my boost bar.. i neally cried..and NO megan, we didnt use ur money!! haha and yes guys every one knows wot happened at the party!! me n megan bummed it on saturday.. hahahah she had to work.. roxc cam eova n we were talkin about america and wot to buy!!.... WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AMERICA!!!i went to the shops today n wanted to buy a rolling stone tshirt.. but nooooo i left b4 gettin it.. o wellz ill get it next week!! ;) talkin about next week.. my bday party is next week!!.. woot.. ne of the pplz who r readin this n rnt invited.. suk shit ur missing out!! lol jjks.. nah dnt try crashing coz ill know who is tryin to! ;).. if ne 1 who hasent been invited n thinks they should be .. give me a gewd reason.. or in a better way of puttin it.. a BIGGER AND BETTER present!!! :P:P ahahahaha ne ways im off.. have fun readin that!! hehe sayoonara deanne xoxoxoxo post comment

my 1st entry [27 Aug 2005|10:56am] k this is my first entry , n wot i write is pointed to sum1.... u know who u r... im extremely sorry 4 wot happened, u knwo i didnt mean to hurt u .. u made me soo happy, i dnt think u would ever understand!! u mean alot to me , n i still have feelings 4 u .. deep down i know ur hurtin .. n u have every right to .. u shouldnt be treated like that AND especially from me!! i hope u can forgive me and maybe even work this out.. i will be extremely in pain if we end wot we have/had because we BOTH know we r unseperatable!! we have EVERYTHING in common.. except that u liek tea!!!... *yacks* hehe.. and im not lettin u go... EVER... i want to still have all those stupid txt's from u in my phone, laugh at u .. lol i mean with u!!.. drink pepsi max with u n watch wrestling with u !! =) =) plz find it in ur heart to forgive me.. i wuv you!! love ALWAYS... deeeeeeeee xoxoxoxoxox 2 comments|post comment

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